it was never fun to bump into ur ex. especially not liking what u see

I think this would be the 3rd or 4th time I accidently bumped into him. changkat & sultan. when I first saw his car entering the carpark. my heart dropped and I know this can not be good. like really, new year. pls give me a break. but I didnt want to spoil my night. while I was queing, and then suddenly someone tapped me from behind. ahhh great! its him. I pretend to look surprised. he's with his bodyguard that Im familiar with. so off we go entering sultan.

Im with my cousins. I did a mistake by constantly peeking on him. he's bodyguard tried to calm me down. I pushed him away. he's a bit pissed off. I tend to be aggresive when Im drunk. I did that once to him but prolly because Im still *'s gf the bodyguard didnt dare to fight nor give me I-wish-I-could-slap u kindda look.

I saw * swamped with 3 girls talking and hugging him. he then noticed me and I walked away. I hid myself away from him. I saw him waited at my table and when he's gone I came to the table back. I couldnt help myself for the things I did. I just love him still. and I know I shouldnt.

I was so sad when I bumped into him the toilet I screamed and scolded him like mad. I can be very revengeful person so hugged a guy (my cousin's friend) and accompanied me to the table. * looked pissed off. so he left. after awhile he left sultan without notifying me. my sis said he did came to the table and saw me hugging a guy.

I couldnt help myself for the things I did. I just love him still. and I know I shouldnt.