I love this song so much I would listen to it minimum 5 times a day. without getting the song downloaded in my handphone. Im imagining it would be 100th times/day if its in my hp. oh before I forgot. I need to write this down in case I'd forget it. Martin - hello, katty perry - fireworks and bruno mars - grenade.
Back to grenade. I just love love this song coz it shows that woman can be empowerment over man. I feel like Im the girl. so whenever I feel down because of love. this will allow to rethink how I could have been. Im beautiful and smart why do I kept thinking that my life sucks? currently my life is content. although I have no one but I feel that this is alright and Im just stepping into a different Aisyah. A more mature kindda lifestyle. its a different feelings. not saying I have changed. I just forgot how it feels like being dependable. I did everything myself. I no longer feel boyfriend is a need.
Oh yesterday steve (my CLD lecturer) fucked me and james so bad! hahahha
oh james is my best friend here. indonesian murtad. coz he was bret here. just born in indonesia before his australian parents adopted him here.
So steve saw me and him walking to satay shop to meet our other friend waiting. so he was like "owh I saw u both at flinders street. its funny that u guys are sitting here right now" we were like ???. then he continued "u guys are not together are u?" and we were like NO, james said wtf steve?. hahahha AND he said oh thank god. hahahha whats that supposed to mean! hahhaa. poor james. steve said to me "I'll protect u" I was speechless. thats bad steve. prolly to be frank, james is fat and ... ok wtv. hahhaa. its so emberassing coz it was in lecture. like in the whole class. hahhaha. I like hanging out with him coz he's cool. he's not trying to hit on me. thats why Im comfortable and we both can be ourselves. same like fahad. a gay guy. All these people, there are cool and thats why Im still single and loving it.
but this steve! he made me wonder. he mentioned us 3 times on lecture and 3 times in tutorial. he's trying to get something. but couldnt get any answer I guess. hahahah. what do u want to know steve??? u were at striper the other day do u? LOL.
Melb will be such an experience. partly I just want to stay here. I kindda hate Malaysia exclude family and close friends. I just dont want to live in Malaysia nemore. I have nothing there. again exclude family and close friends. eventhough I have friends. I feel empty neway. ehhehe. Im just gonna enjoy melb while it lasts
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